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Intro (Intro)
01:45
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and the only thing i can do is forget
then you open your mouth it's right there
another sigh
andother sign
that you'll always hate me no matter how hard i try
coward, to show no tears
i was torn apart with
so much hate and love and loss and fear
what was i?
not worth the thought
not worth shit
SPILL ME OUT AND WALK AWAY!
and i'm a cartoon because i'm happy?
you had to take that away didn't you!
AM I NULLIFIED ENOUGH YET?!?!?
AM I BACK WHERE I STARTED?!?!?
JUST DRIFTING TOWARDS ANOTHER DEAD END!
yes this is me at my very worst
no i'm not sorry it still fucking hurts
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constantly surrounded by death
the world is fucked and you know it
instead of dealing with your problems
you make jokes to distance yourself
the only way forward forgetting what's real
push down emotions until you can't feel
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Life Well Defined
01:47
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manipulate until you hate everything around you
hop a train only kind of insane but you'll never ever change
i only really wanted friends to the end
but it's so fucking hard knowing probably have to just write you off
it's depressing, i never wanted to admitt that you would never get better
while you were drugging to wash away your problems they became you and everything you'd ever do
a life well defined
i wonder how long you've been dead inside
i wonder how long you've been dead in your mind
a walking ghost, so easily coaxed. no sense of direction so through everything you had away
and i wonder how long you've been dead inside
yeah i wonder how long you've been dead in your mind
i life well defined
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I'm hoping for the worst leader
to drag us through the fire
and out the other end
holding a friend in one hand
an a molotov
in the other
to open our eyes
callused by the shit thrown from the other side
of two evils
the lesser of two evils
fuck this fear
fuck this country
fucking the poor with it's foreign policies
i don't want part of it
i'm hoping the for the worst president
to bring an apocalypse
bring the wars
and kill the american dream off
some will still say
there can be worse days but we'll never see one
their in 3rd world countries and we'll never be one
death comes to them first
i'm hoping for the worst
///Sexist! Macho! Bullshit/
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